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1To find. Most of the tortures come from the lack of ability. The fear of being not able to obey my route shames me. However it means something special at the same time. Maybe I don't need to prove anything. Cause that is what's meaningless. The procedure itself is what brings joy all the time. Just be a part of the exploring career of the mind of one who will turn out to be a good explorer himself.
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0to coordinate the different style of thinking. The animal part of humanbeing is the original source of energy. And that's the truth, but it will vanish at last and it shall be another side of mankind to support the linking. I'm already in my period of stable part. While another part of the bouquet may still
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0If it is for a person's benifit. I believe it's my own subject to clear everything and train myself to be cozy without a relationship. But the uncertainty still burns me. Feeling this weakness and asking myself where does it come from and how to stuff the empty with some action. I play this boring game with nobody, but can not ignore the hope of dropping into another pit. That's silly in the rational part of brain but sane in the emotional part. Now it's clear, cause it doesn't hurt as much as I thought it should be. It's good to flow this way.
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0faced with great changes in my life. But I am so good at the skill of replacing upset things with actions and sharings of happiness. And it turned out to be amazing that I can really feel much better with this replacement. Life is developing all the time and changable with your each choice and action. Do what you desire within the rule, we only live once after all.
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0To sing a song on the stage. Never thought I could become so childish to do such a silly thing pretending that I feel good ABOUT someone. In fact I feel nothing. My brain isn't functioning well, maybe because of the alcohols. From now on, I SHALL drink only water and drinks made by myself. Boiling tea with milk is kinda funny. And making a top cover shoudln't be that hard. I'm really looking forward to my daily life after returning. Now I am going to make a wish for more private time during my lifer~
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0Feel safe and sound. But I won't left my kitty. It has been with me for such a long time. It's such a lovely, interesting and curious,reliable creature. How can I leave it in my closet. It will be with me by my side, on the table, on the pillow, in my quilt…Guarding my dreams and inspire my passion toward long and hard life is its long last duty. Night, night, roundy guy.
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0healthy at the same time. Thanks to my dearest MI GRAN for teaching me so much about dealing with my relationships, lending me her kitchen, and doing the dishes after dinner. Sometimes, though well prepared to be faced with each kind of situation, you are just not at the same life stage, so it's really easy to hurt the other one. Even though it's heartbreaking , probably a rest is still a good choice. What so ever, fertilizing myself still takes the priority.
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2I cOME TO realize that my version of reality is still fragile to the degree of being influenced easily by tiny little things. The problem is how to accept the friglile version AO. The first step of changing is getting to realize I am still an imcomplete version as I am now. My sensitiveness and empathy can make other people feel good about themselves but not myself. I don't know where to find the source of energy. Maybe marxism can be one of the sources but it is too huge that it has become a feeling of responsibility as well as a burden. I know my family members well and they are so good to b
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0Turning thoughts into words is like communicate with myself. I can be dissatisfied with what I've written down. But the thought itself must still be blurred as well as perfect like seeing the world behind myopia without glasses. When it is clear enough, it losses its beauty and perfection. I will never know if I AM doing the right thing. But I really hope when I am 100,and thinking of what I'm doing now. I can smile with joy and satisfaction.
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0A wrong point leading to a bad communication. A kind of friendship in which you feel stuck and full of temptations must be the wrong kind. I shouldn’t deserve this. If one side can only see one goal in another but not as a complete human being. Then there won’t be any respect or equality in this poor so called relationship. I shouldn't be stuck by my animal part. After making a conclusion, It is illuminated that what I'm looking for is some one we can talk about everything as well as sharing the same hope of supporting each other even bearing a baby or at the bottom of one’s career, and,
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0It's a small black kitty that can roll like a ball. It feels so soft when I rub it. Then I won't be alone at night with this fairy of darkness driving away all the nightmares. Having someone to share my quilt as well as a long night feels safe and warm. I'm probably a good user of substitutions. Just wish everyone can end up with a suitable future.
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0To control myself to dance in a suitable circle? Till the day I can act the way permitted by this society.
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0It shall be a bright night tonight. At the begaining it's just a sweet dream. I was hugging someone and in a foreplay. As it developed to the turning point, I woke up to find myself under a toy I once was to buy my child. The horrible thing was it kept shinning and spraying bubbles as it was alive and I couldn't sleep well and had to get up .BUT I found no toy at all. And the mirror of my roommate was just facing me. That's TOO horrible!! I got down on to the floor immediately and turned on the light to relieve my mood. IT SHALL BE A hard one tonight.
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0Is that you can own the whole world! No one else can definite who you are. Each one of them can only see a single piece of you. SO, U are the only one who can decide which way to go. The Bad thing is that being responsible for yourself is a heavy burden to carry. But the good thing after it follows--you become a MAN,not a boy.
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3The second day in this empty, OH no,two person bar.I'm really glad that this guy showed up on the second day. I believe more and more people with a common goal will come here.The piccure below is a course about how to get beautiful,elegant voice. ONE of the important points is using abdominal respiration(a word has the same meaning as breath),and thoratic abdominal respiration. Alas, it's still early and I can recite some more new words.
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0The youngest is gone, another on her duty, and the third left alone in the dark small room wondering if she should search the thrilling film recommended by the gone one. WHAT SO EVER,it's time to enjoy this horrible night.
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0A horrible day. Why I have to suffer so much from life itself. I've already suffered so much when I'm young. I always thought the torture of someone's life is limited. While it's never the truth. It does happen that torture will continue to make you suffer after having suffered for a quater of your life--just like your shadow or a pair of shoes which fits your feet well.
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0This night, my bf and I are going to watch a film--Aquaman, which I thought to be sea king or king of the sea or sourt of something like that.May I introduce my boyfriend to you guys, whom I believe is the sweetest guy in the world. Maybe sometimes silly, sometimes naughty, but most of the time he is quite cute. Maybe this illusion can due to the common illness of women in love, yeah, I'm ill, kinda heavy.
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0I guess I'm at the edge of breaking up with my BF. ~And I think I'm gonna lose confidence to find anotherone.Everytime it comes to the procedure of meeting my parents,things go awlful.My fear and my family member's atitude is driving me crazy. I become strange and then my feeling of love disapear.They always think that I should find a better one,and always show no respect and confidence to whom I found myself. But WHAT kind of man is suitble for me? I really have no idea. It is just too hard.
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0Welcom Mr Rooster@一直亢奋哒公鸡. And marry christmas eve.
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1I've found "LiuliShuo" is still a bit of useless for me, so I came here to seek for something special, that can truely improve my English communicating ability. I believe, outputting is way too important for this procedure.Including writing a short poem, keeping a diary,telling a joke or even making a friend with another kind of language.The same racial, but diffrent tool. Come and give it a shot. I bieve everybody can benefit from this post bar. THE picture below is one of my English books, most of which are on my kindle. Do you like reading on a kindle?
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1The second day in this empty post bar .Simply hopping my contineous effort can atract some friends with the same simple wish of learn English well and use English well. The TED speeches are really nice to listen, that we can improve the listening as well as learn some knowledge of the new world horizens.
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0亲爱的各位吧友:欢迎来到englishcommunication